Ever wondered what will happen to you if you die?
Where will you be sent, to heaven or hell? what if neither?
Or even doubt if there is after life where you will be in heaven or hell coz let's face the fact that no one can certify you that either of the two truly exists.
This questions are the reasons why lot of question arises.
So between this doubts let me share this short story.
I'm a middle aged ordinary man.
I wake up one day from a dream that i can't explain,
in my dream i was fighting to save my life, but then, i died and wake up as another person. A i wake up I forget everything that happen before i died, the memories are slowly fading, leaving me clueless of what had happen and then i woke up again.
"what was that!?"
i asked myself, "Is that what will happen to everyone if we die?, to be reborn in another person's personality?"
and then I continue to ask myself "Is that will happen or is that what i want to happen?, I am not afraid of dying, what i am afraid of is what will happen if i die."
so i pray and ask God about the thoughts that clouds my mind. "Lord, here i am in front of you, I am now in the middle of the bridge of doubt and faith at this moment, i just want to know some things that is worrying me."
but before i ask him about that, a question cross my mind.
"What is my purpose for living?"
so i asked God, "Lord, what should be my purpose for living?" A simple yet difficult question for someone who is in the state of confusion.
And an idea crossed my mind "The life itself don't have a purpose, it is the gift that God gave you to choose your own purpose and what do you want to be. Live how you want to live, and after your life on that training ground, He will put you to a place that He want you to be, and be with the people He want you to be with." an idea I believe that it came from God, to give me a peace of mind for he love us that much.
With that answer that God gave me, I made up my mind that God will be my guide to live this life. So i don't need to doubt anything related to him, I just need to believe!!!
